why worry

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
I am happy because I choose to be happy.
All the responsibilities I carry are determined by Allah The Almighty.
Why worry about not getting a PhD?
Is it because I have to pay back to KPT?
Or is it because I am afraid I cannot get other job to feed my babies?
No no no life is short so no worries
Improve myself and focus all energy on completing my duties
Afterall if I think I can, only with the permission of Him I may succeed.

To Wageningen with family or not?

My scholarship will end next February 2015. I have about 1 year to finish. I must go back to Wageningen by latest June 2014. I may go alone, or I may go with my family. Going alone means I have to endure the hard feeling of leaving my babies. Going with my family means I have to struggle to manage my babies like sending them to school, cook, taking care of them and me struggle even harder to finish my phd. Both have their good and bad stories. Allah knows best! Amin.